Hey everyone.. yeah its me again.. duh..
As much as i always try to stay positive.. for the people who really know me.. i always do even when i down.. for the people around me to be happy too.. Life hasnt been so great for me i guess..
everything that i tried to piece together is falling apart.. every plan i put into action has either backfired on me.. or just failed utterly.. somehow.. i just feel like giving up on life.. since nothing seems to work out.. for me anyways.. but there is at least one thing ive learned.. i always have to pick up and move on.. no matter how down i am.. ive always done that.. and i wont stop.. so anyways.. enough of the "down" talk.. im through with that.. since it didnt go as planned. i shall head to plan B..
so anyways.. yesterday no training.. instead learn how to make bow string.. a lot of steps and formulas to remember.. but i guess through experience it will become natural.. so have to wait my turn to make bow string haha.. in the end we just slacked around and had fun..
now.. on tuesday.. enterprise.. the faci was okay.. but seriously just no mood to do anything that day.. couple of people know why. im not gonna say.. so in the end ponned school and went to slack at town.. ate at cine then went to ngee ann to slack.. after that headed home.. very boring hor my life.. ah well..
tomorrow going ktv with my archery mates.. not many people going.. but i guess its a start.. better than nothing.. tomorrow also communication.. gonna be fun sia.. TEAM EMO.. GO GO GO.. sounds wrong.. oh well.. i think im over it already.. i should be.. well you know wad im talking about..
been playing Fallout 3 lately.. pretty fun game.. sorta like oblivion.. but sightly better.. and i cannot believe im saying this.. but i have gone back to play maple.. yes.. MAPLESTORY.. can you believe it? well tim, my bro, asked me to go back and play.. since i was bored.. what the heck.. might as well.. now waiting for my universe at war download to complete.. then i got another game to play.. guess games are the only thing i have that can take my mind off things.. roller blading too.. but once your on wheels.. you actually tend to think more.. weird huh?
okay well.. i know sorry sorry.. ill post pics up another time.. lazy to upload em.. hehe =P
See ya peeps.. take care
Nicholas, The Person Who was Left-Behind due to indecisiveness, Signing Off
~ Ah finally back ~
Hello again everyone.. im like super siao.. just came back from town with my classmates.. tired yet hyper at the same time.. weird.. tomorrow still got training so better sleep soon.. tomorrow training with slinger.. so gotta try hard..
So anyways.. today's lesson was on TABOO!!! or not.. my team was like slacker/emo team.. jason(super slacker, cant blame he.. he looked really tired), teong chye(the "gentle" guy who always looks emo), yusri ( emo "matrep") and me( stressed out about a lot of things).. so anyways.. we didnt feel like doing ppt.. so we did a skit and showcased 1 audio clip and 1 video.. haha slack right? didnt really have to do anything haha.. faci looked seriously amused.. oh well.. hope he doesnt down grade us because of the vulgarities in the video..
so after that rushed to CWP to buy my slinger( shoelaces to be exact) then mrt-ed to cineleisure to watch show.. madagascar was super funny.. and i mean really funny..after that we hung out and slacked at ngee ann city plaza there.. oh wait.. you dunno who i went out with right? there were 4 of us(me included) slowly guess.. until i get the pics from sarah then you can see.. oops.. shouldnt have said her name.. oh well.. you know 2 of em already.. guess the other 2 =P
actually i have sarah's camera with me.. but since its not mine.. i dun have the cable.. oh well.. have to wait for her to pass me the pics then.. ill give you peeps a hint.. i was "alone" there.. haha
so anyways.. life been better.. still stressed up about a lot of things.. hope it doesnt affect my peformance in training.. i know i have to make a decision sooner or later.. but its just so hard to.. i dun want to be a hypocrite.. i hope it gets better soon..
okay time to crash.. il upload the Pol-ITE photos some other time.. tired..
okay good night.. cya next time
Nicholas, Stressed-up Teenager, Signing Off( I know.. i just think its interesting to come up with different titles every post haha)
So anyways.. today's lesson was on TABOO!!! or not.. my team was like slacker/emo team.. jason(super slacker, cant blame he.. he looked really tired), teong chye(the "gentle" guy who always looks emo), yusri ( emo "matrep") and me( stressed out about a lot of things).. so anyways.. we didnt feel like doing ppt.. so we did a skit and showcased 1 audio clip and 1 video.. haha slack right? didnt really have to do anything haha.. faci looked seriously amused.. oh well.. hope he doesnt down grade us because of the vulgarities in the video..
so after that rushed to CWP to buy my slinger( shoelaces to be exact) then mrt-ed to cineleisure to watch show.. madagascar was super funny.. and i mean really funny..after that we hung out and slacked at ngee ann city plaza there.. oh wait.. you dunno who i went out with right? there were 4 of us(me included) slowly guess.. until i get the pics from sarah then you can see.. oops.. shouldnt have said her name.. oh well.. you know 2 of em already.. guess the other 2 =P
actually i have sarah's camera with me.. but since its not mine.. i dun have the cable.. oh well.. have to wait for her to pass me the pics then.. ill give you peeps a hint.. i was "alone" there.. haha
so anyways.. life been better.. still stressed up about a lot of things.. hope it doesnt affect my peformance in training.. i know i have to make a decision sooner or later.. but its just so hard to.. i dun want to be a hypocrite.. i hope it gets better soon..
okay time to crash.. il upload the Pol-ITE photos some other time.. tired..
okay good night.. cya next time
Nicholas, Stressed-up Teenager, Signing Off( I know.. i just think its interesting to come up with different titles every post haha)
~ Life Has to Go On ~
Ah well.. here am i again.. i know.. pretty long time since i updated.. but well.. at least i do update haha..
Pol-ITE was crap.. didnt do as well as i expected.. was super off form that day.. too many things in my head i guess.. thinking and precision sports seriously do not work well together.. but i tried my best.. not to mention had a lot of fun.. so i guess thats all that matters..
Was like seriously dead tired after that.. so was like a zombie for the next day or so.. results werent so good.. congrats to the gals on making it to eliminations.. us guys didnt even qualify(Simon doesn't count.. hes a girl =P).. sad sia.. oh well have to train hard for next year.. upgrading to metal class soon.. have to start saving money..
School was on as usual.. nothing much changed except now we are seriously planning overseas outings already.. Zoe was like :" OH i got my boat license WEEEE" then Zhi Xian today was like:"Wei SET AH we go Tioman(dunno how to spell haha).. so now we are like planning.. hope my mum let me go.. gotta be super fun lah..oh yeah.. and i started rollerblading to school too.. from causeway.. not seng kang.. ill die if i rollerblade from Seng Kang
Hmm.. My life has been pretty much boring.. Gaming is still one of my major stress relief factors.. other than hanging out with buddies ( guys and gals included).. Been playing a lot of games recently.. Call Of Duty:World at War..Gear of War 2.. Left 4 Dead.. pretty decent games.. very fun to play once in a while.. Lagging behind in Granado Espada already.. just no motivation to train ever since server merge.. a bit demoralising.. seeing so many pros while me the average player struggling to catch up..
Life still has to go on no matter what happens.. Something i learned over the short 18 years of my life.. Life throws shit at you, you still gotta take it head on and walk forward.. and when the crap hits the fan.. only you.. and the people you care about matters the most..
My life is changing.. in more ways than one.. having to give up.. yet gaining new things to remember and cherish.. im seriously tired.. pondering about why is life is damn unpredictable..
im gonna stop doing that.. im gonna live my life the way i want it to..no more trying to please people.. or trying to meet peoples expectations of me..
To the person im thinking of now: im trying.. but sometimes its just so hard.. so hard to choose.. so hard to make that decision.. but if i decide to make it.. i hope you won't say no.. i dun know whats on your mind.. im closer than you think.. i just dunno how to put it into words..
Okay starting to sound damn emo.. becoming an old man.. cannot sia.. got people call me ah pek liao.. so anways.. hopefully my next post wont be so long.. and Pol-ITE photos will be updated once i get em..
Cya peeps.. come again
Nicholas, The Addicted Romantic( dunno just felt like putting this haha), Signing Off
Pol-ITE was crap.. didnt do as well as i expected.. was super off form that day.. too many things in my head i guess.. thinking and precision sports seriously do not work well together.. but i tried my best.. not to mention had a lot of fun.. so i guess thats all that matters..
Was like seriously dead tired after that.. so was like a zombie for the next day or so.. results werent so good.. congrats to the gals on making it to eliminations.. us guys didnt even qualify(Simon doesn't count.. hes a girl =P).. sad sia.. oh well have to train hard for next year.. upgrading to metal class soon.. have to start saving money..
School was on as usual.. nothing much changed except now we are seriously planning overseas outings already.. Zoe was like :" OH i got my boat license WEEEE" then Zhi Xian today was like:"Wei SET AH we go Tioman(dunno how to spell haha).. so now we are like planning.. hope my mum let me go.. gotta be super fun lah..oh yeah.. and i started rollerblading to school too.. from causeway.. not seng kang.. ill die if i rollerblade from Seng Kang
Hmm.. My life has been pretty much boring.. Gaming is still one of my major stress relief factors.. other than hanging out with buddies ( guys and gals included).. Been playing a lot of games recently.. Call Of Duty:World at War..Gear of War 2.. Left 4 Dead.. pretty decent games.. very fun to play once in a while.. Lagging behind in Granado Espada already.. just no motivation to train ever since server merge.. a bit demoralising.. seeing so many pros while me the average player struggling to catch up..
Life still has to go on no matter what happens.. Something i learned over the short 18 years of my life.. Life throws shit at you, you still gotta take it head on and walk forward.. and when the crap hits the fan.. only you.. and the people you care about matters the most..
My life is changing.. in more ways than one.. having to give up.. yet gaining new things to remember and cherish.. im seriously tired.. pondering about why is life is damn unpredictable..
im gonna stop doing that.. im gonna live my life the way i want it to..no more trying to please people.. or trying to meet peoples expectations of me..
To the person im thinking of now: im trying.. but sometimes its just so hard.. so hard to choose.. so hard to make that decision.. but if i decide to make it.. i hope you won't say no.. i dun know whats on your mind.. im closer than you think.. i just dunno how to put it into words..
Okay starting to sound damn emo.. becoming an old man.. cannot sia.. got people call me ah pek liao.. so anways.. hopefully my next post wont be so long.. and Pol-ITE photos will be updated once i get em..
Cya peeps.. come again
Nicholas, The Addicted Romantic( dunno just felt like putting this haha), Signing Off
~ Tuesday, 11 Nov 2008 ~
Well.. guess a lot of things are coming up now.. competition, a lot of events since its the end of year.. wonder how to cope, budget-wise anyways. i so need to find a job soon..
Anyways.. school's the same as usual.. becoming overly routine.. so routine its starting to get boring..feel like ponning school for a couple of days.. just to relax and do what i wanna do..
Okay.. so training was extremely hectic the past few days.. Pol-ITE is like 4 days away.. AHHH kinda nervous actually.. but cannot do anything already.. have to believe in myself.. anyways on saturday.. the seniors went to shoot on their own leaving us juniors with a target and a lot of free time.. so we decided to play games after lunch.. the game was whoever scored the lowest will kanna punish.. and this is wad happened
dunno if you can see but jin sheng is at the bottom.. he scored like 0.. out of the target paper haha.. so he kanna squashed.. sad sia.. that was the highlight.. after that we headed to activity room(thats where we slack after training while waiting for the bus) then we went high on compeition "strategies" and how we can go "BJORN(beyond) MAX(our president)"
Now on sunday.. went to buy replacement wheels for my roller blades.. so happy.. finally can change.. oh got new bearings also.. muhahahhahaha ABEC-9 bearings.. now can really speed =)
see? those are my old wheels and bearings.. very worn out.. wonder how i ever survived so long.. must be skill =P
now nice right?? brand new wheels and bearings.. cant wait to try em out.. but no time =( and no one to follow me blade.. so sad.. oh well.. have to see when free lor.. probably during the archery chalet.. hopefully tey go cycling.. then at least i can blade with them..
anyways.. now gotta go back and do ppt.. so ciao people..
Anyways.. school's the same as usual.. becoming overly routine.. so routine its starting to get boring..feel like ponning school for a couple of days.. just to relax and do what i wanna do..
Okay.. so training was extremely hectic the past few days.. Pol-ITE is like 4 days away.. AHHH kinda nervous actually.. but cannot do anything already.. have to believe in myself.. anyways on saturday.. the seniors went to shoot on their own leaving us juniors with a target and a lot of free time.. so we decided to play games after lunch.. the game was whoever scored the lowest will kanna punish.. and this is wad happened
dunno if you can see but jin sheng is at the bottom.. he scored like 0.. out of the target paper haha.. so he kanna squashed.. sad sia.. that was the highlight.. after that we headed to activity room(thats where we slack after training while waiting for the bus) then we went high on compeition "strategies" and how we can go "BJORN(beyond) MAX(our president)"
Now on sunday.. went to buy replacement wheels for my roller blades.. so happy.. finally can change.. oh got new bearings also.. muhahahhahaha ABEC-9 bearings.. now can really speed =)
see? those are my old wheels and bearings.. very worn out.. wonder how i ever survived so long.. must be skill =P
now nice right?? brand new wheels and bearings.. cant wait to try em out.. but no time =( and no one to follow me blade.. so sad.. oh well.. have to see when free lor.. probably during the archery chalet.. hopefully tey go cycling.. then at least i can blade with them..
anyways.. now gotta go back and do ppt.. so ciao people..
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Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted in the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and post their names, then goes to their blog and leave a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time: 22:51
Name: Nicholas
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 13
Height: 180cm(i think)
Where do you live: Seng Kang
Favourite drink: Chrysanthemum Tea, Whiskey
Favourite breakfast: Sandwiches
Have you ever swim in the ocean: Yes
Fallen asleep in school: Yes
Broken someone's heart: Sad to say yes
Fell off your chair: Yes, it was a spoiled chair with a broken leg
Waited for someone to call: Yup
Saved e-mails: For memories
What is your room like: Beige walls with a study table and cupboards filled with books and other stuff(ask me for a pic of my room, its in my phone)
What is right beside you: my computer and my keyboard(really portable one)
What is the last thing you ate: Mixed Vegetable Rice(really all veg.. no meat)
Ever Had
Chicken pox: Once during my PSLE study period
Sore throat: Yes
Stitches: No
Broken nose: yes.. while playing catching in a pitch black room.. smashed into my fren
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes
Like picnics: Yes, depends with who
Who was/were the last person you danced with: Dunno.. can't remember
Last made you smile: Hmm.. chatting and walking to CWP with frens
You last yelled at someone: hmm can't remember
Today
Did you talk to someone you like: Yes, quite a number of times
Kissed anyone: No
Get sick: No
Talk to an ex: No
Missed someone: Yes
Eat: Yes
Best feeling in the world: Listening to music while trying to find inspiration to type my story
Do you sleep with your stuffed animals: No
What is under your bed: Dunno.. cant see below it
Who do you really hate: no one.. i dun believe hating is beneficial
What time is it now: 22:55
Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes
Do you have any siblings: Yes, 1 younger bro
Do you want children: I dun mind
Do you smile often: Depends on the situation
Do you like your handwriting: Yes, only when im not rushing
Are your toe-nails painted: No
Whose bed other than yours would your rather sleep in: Anyone's.. i can sleep almost anywhere
What colour shirt are you wearing now: White
What were you doing at 7.00p.m yesterday: Packing up my archery gear, just after training
When did you last cried: Last Monday, tear-ed while watching High School Musical 3
Are you a friendly person: Yes, to everyone, as long as that person is not hostile
Do you have any pets: Not anymore
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: i dun wish to say
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: Yes
Do you sleep with the TV on: Nope, waste of electricity
What are you doing right now: Doing this quiz and listening to music
Have you ever crawled through a window: Yes during sec school
Can you handle the truth: Yes
Are you too forgiving: Yes, taken advantage of quite a number of times.. doesnt really bother me though
Are you closer to your mother or father: Mother
Who was the last person you cried in front of: No one.. i dun cry often and most of the time alone
How many people can you say you've really loved: Heh.. lost count
Do you eat healthy: To me, yes
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: Yes i do.. only 1
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Yes
If you're having a bad day, who are you likely to go to: my laptop
Are you confident: Yes, depends on who im with
5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. Play catching with friends
2. Gaming
3. Studying
4. Learning to play the organ
5. Can't remember
5 things on my to-do list today
1. Finish doing this ridiculously long quiz
2. Try to write another chapter of my story
3. Get out of jail area in Granado Espada
4. Practice playing the keyboard
5. Watch finish L'Corda Oro
5 snacks I enjoy
1: Lays Potato Chips
2: Fish strips snacks
3: Whipped Potato
4: Seaweed
5: French Fries
5 things I would do if I'm a billionaire
1: Support my family
2: Invest, Invest Invest
3: Build a house exactly the way i want it to
4: Save?
5: Throw a party for all my buddies ( bros, sisters,daughters all invited =))
5 of my bad points
1: Have a short fuse (works both ways.. so i wont stay angry for long)
2: Easily distracted
3: Tendency for actions to be affected by emotions
4: Indecisive at times
5: Horridly addicted to romance(somehow it doesnt seem such a bad thing.. but thinking about all the stress it caused me.. ill put it here even though i think its a good thing)
Yup im breaking the chain as well.. haha..
Okay now thats done with.. yawn.. damn tired.. argh POL-ITEs are coming.. and im so not prepared.. gotta train harder get it all right before next week.. if not die liao.. anyways.. life has been fine so far.. a bit of spats here and there.. stressed here and there.. but i think ill pull through.. i always have.. only problem is where do i end up after getting out.. haha..
okay update on last week.. the holidays.. you all know wad i did right up to tuesday.. well wed went for training.. super tired.. still went to woodlands checkpoint after that to do grocery shopping for our class bbq with my classmates.. we had fun.. even while shopping haha.. jason was being an idoit as usual(in a good way though, if not zoe's seriousness will have killed us all) no offence =P after that went to drop stuff off at zoe's house.. by then already 11 coming 12 pm.. so dead tired.. the next day went to deliver a birthday present.. then headed down to CWP to meet sarah.. after that we cabbed together with nadini to zoe's house to buy liquor and other misc stuff.. headed to sewbawang park after that.. bbq was normal.. except some of us needed to leave early.. cause they didnt want to stay overnight..
now for the highlights.. we starting drinking and playing cards... like crazy.. someone got drunk... threw up.. while other got drunk and went psycho on us.. sigh.. although i must admit i became emo halfway through the night.. dunno why.. just felt like everything was out of place.. out of reach.. maybe it was just me thinking too much.. heh..bad habit of mine.. should just live life as it is.. thinking is a dangerous pastime.. and i for one know all too well..
well friday was sleeping day.. slept through most of the day.. and life went on after that.. nothing much happened after that.. haven download the pictures from sarah's blog.. ill do it some other time.. lazy right now haha.. hmm.. i think ill stop here.. dun feel like sleeping yet.. so probably to practice playing the piano.. on my travel sized keyboard!! it is seriously small lah.. i can hit 2 keys with 1 finger.. but no choice.. not enough money to buy a bigger keyboard yet.. dun want go school practise also.. very paiseh.. okay well.. cya again peeps come again ya??
hehe.. once in a while ill post a quote i think is nice.. mostly from books that ive read.. hope you enjoy em as much as i did.. this one is focused on romance and the former
"What is this Love that so many speak of with such apparent familiarity? Do they truly comprehend what it is? Are there not as many definitions of Love as there are stars in the universe?"
1. The rules of the game get posted in the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and post their names, then goes to their blog and leave a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time: 22:51
Name: Nicholas
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 13
Height: 180cm(i think)
Where do you live: Seng Kang
Favourite drink: Chrysanthemum Tea, Whiskey
Favourite breakfast: Sandwiches
Have you ever swim in the ocean: Yes
Fallen asleep in school: Yes
Broken someone's heart: Sad to say yes
Fell off your chair: Yes, it was a spoiled chair with a broken leg
Waited for someone to call: Yup
Saved e-mails: For memories
What is your room like: Beige walls with a study table and cupboards filled with books and other stuff(ask me for a pic of my room, its in my phone)
What is right beside you: my computer and my keyboard(really portable one)
What is the last thing you ate: Mixed Vegetable Rice(really all veg.. no meat)
Ever Had
Chicken pox: Once during my PSLE study period
Sore throat: Yes
Stitches: No
Broken nose: yes.. while playing catching in a pitch black room.. smashed into my fren
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes
Like picnics: Yes, depends with who
Who was/were the last person you danced with: Dunno.. can't remember
Last made you smile: Hmm.. chatting and walking to CWP with frens
You last yelled at someone: hmm can't remember
Today
Did you talk to someone you like: Yes, quite a number of times
Kissed anyone: No
Get sick: No
Talk to an ex: No
Missed someone: Yes
Eat: Yes
Best feeling in the world: Listening to music while trying to find inspiration to type my story
Do you sleep with your stuffed animals: No
What is under your bed: Dunno.. cant see below it
Who do you really hate: no one.. i dun believe hating is beneficial
What time is it now: 22:55
Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes
Do you have any siblings: Yes, 1 younger bro
Do you want children: I dun mind
Do you smile often: Depends on the situation
Do you like your handwriting: Yes, only when im not rushing
Are your toe-nails painted: No
Whose bed other than yours would your rather sleep in: Anyone's.. i can sleep almost anywhere
What colour shirt are you wearing now: White
What were you doing at 7.00p.m yesterday: Packing up my archery gear, just after training
When did you last cried: Last Monday, tear-ed while watching High School Musical 3
Are you a friendly person: Yes, to everyone, as long as that person is not hostile
Do you have any pets: Not anymore
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: i dun wish to say
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: Yes
Do you sleep with the TV on: Nope, waste of electricity
What are you doing right now: Doing this quiz and listening to music
Have you ever crawled through a window: Yes during sec school
Can you handle the truth: Yes
Are you too forgiving: Yes, taken advantage of quite a number of times.. doesnt really bother me though
Are you closer to your mother or father: Mother
Who was the last person you cried in front of: No one.. i dun cry often and most of the time alone
How many people can you say you've really loved: Heh.. lost count
Do you eat healthy: To me, yes
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: Yes i do.. only 1
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Yes
If you're having a bad day, who are you likely to go to: my laptop
Are you confident: Yes, depends on who im with
5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. Play catching with friends
2. Gaming
3. Studying
4. Learning to play the organ
5. Can't remember
5 things on my to-do list today
1. Finish doing this ridiculously long quiz
2. Try to write another chapter of my story
3. Get out of jail area in Granado Espada
4. Practice playing the keyboard
5. Watch finish L'Corda Oro
5 snacks I enjoy
1: Lays Potato Chips
2: Fish strips snacks
3: Whipped Potato
4: Seaweed
5: French Fries
5 things I would do if I'm a billionaire
1: Support my family
2: Invest, Invest Invest
3: Build a house exactly the way i want it to
4: Save?
5: Throw a party for all my buddies ( bros, sisters,daughters all invited =))
5 of my bad points
1: Have a short fuse (works both ways.. so i wont stay angry for long)
2: Easily distracted
3: Tendency for actions to be affected by emotions
4: Indecisive at times
5: Horridly addicted to romance(somehow it doesnt seem such a bad thing.. but thinking about all the stress it caused me.. ill put it here even though i think its a good thing)
Yup im breaking the chain as well.. haha..
Okay now thats done with.. yawn.. damn tired.. argh POL-ITEs are coming.. and im so not prepared.. gotta train harder get it all right before next week.. if not die liao.. anyways.. life has been fine so far.. a bit of spats here and there.. stressed here and there.. but i think ill pull through.. i always have.. only problem is where do i end up after getting out.. haha..
okay update on last week.. the holidays.. you all know wad i did right up to tuesday.. well wed went for training.. super tired.. still went to woodlands checkpoint after that to do grocery shopping for our class bbq with my classmates.. we had fun.. even while shopping haha.. jason was being an idoit as usual(in a good way though, if not zoe's seriousness will have killed us all) no offence =P after that went to drop stuff off at zoe's house.. by then already 11 coming 12 pm.. so dead tired.. the next day went to deliver a birthday present.. then headed down to CWP to meet sarah.. after that we cabbed together with nadini to zoe's house to buy liquor and other misc stuff.. headed to sewbawang park after that.. bbq was normal.. except some of us needed to leave early.. cause they didnt want to stay overnight..
now for the highlights.. we starting drinking and playing cards... like crazy.. someone got drunk... threw up.. while other got drunk and went psycho on us.. sigh.. although i must admit i became emo halfway through the night.. dunno why.. just felt like everything was out of place.. out of reach.. maybe it was just me thinking too much.. heh..bad habit of mine.. should just live life as it is.. thinking is a dangerous pastime.. and i for one know all too well..
well friday was sleeping day.. slept through most of the day.. and life went on after that.. nothing much happened after that.. haven download the pictures from sarah's blog.. ill do it some other time.. lazy right now haha.. hmm.. i think ill stop here.. dun feel like sleeping yet.. so probably to practice playing the piano.. on my travel sized keyboard!! it is seriously small lah.. i can hit 2 keys with 1 finger.. but no choice.. not enough money to buy a bigger keyboard yet.. dun want go school practise also.. very paiseh.. okay well.. cya again peeps come again ya??
hehe.. once in a while ill post a quote i think is nice.. mostly from books that ive read.. hope you enjoy em as much as i did.. this one is focused on romance and the former
"What is this Love that so many speak of with such apparent familiarity? Do they truly comprehend what it is? Are there not as many definitions of Love as there are stars in the universe?"
