okay for the first time in my blogging history.. my title is not the day and date.. too many things to add le haha.. okay lets start off with last week shall we?

Monday:
Went to school only to bump into seniors at the bus stop and guess wad.. first thing they said to me ( or rather winnie said to me) "HI!! PON??!!" i was like lol at first.. then they really appeared serious about it.. so in the end i went to class first.. didnt feel like staying so met up with 3 other archery buddies and went to CWP(causeway point if you didnt know by now ><) to meet them.. and boy did we get the shock of our lives.. seniors pon school today was actually to accompany winnie buy .. cannot say.. too embarassing.. even jeremy was like WAD!!!??? so in the end the girls followed winnie while me, jeremy, bjorn and jin sheng went up to arcade and do wad we do best.. GAME!! Played until bored.. then went down to find the girls.. went to marsiling for lunch.. then went to buy these =)

okay no we didnt buy the empty bottles.. but we drank em finish already.. yes we had a drinking session.. a small one.. prelude of many more to come ^^

on our way there

walking to woodlands stadium.. im still wondering.. of all places the stadium?? but oh well doesnt matter ^^

ahh drinking galor.. everything from beer to "soft" drinks all have.. pity to hard liquor.. all of us were short on cash haha

jeremy with his black label.. haha..

this is winnie.. trying out our concoction.. ingredents unknown.. it tasted great though.. after that sadly.. we got thrown out.. or rather asked to stop drinking on the premises haha.. by some weird uncle who said we were drunk.. please lor.. the drinks all no kick one can get drunk.. we not so weak de lor.. so anyways we hung outside the stadium awhile..( not literally)


then guess wad.. we decided to have a jumping contest

jeremy too scared to try.. so bjorn said :"dun worry, i will catch you.. NOT!!!"
haha so anyways

jeremy really did jump.. and bjorn really ran away haha.. lucky he manage to jump across.. if not.. sure got problem liao haha..

after that we went back to CWP and i went off to meet my classmates for sisha... nothing much happened after that.. so thats about it for monday..

tuesday also nothing much.. didnt go school only.. so slack the whole day.. come to think of it.. thats about it for the whole week.. nothing much happen le.. okay moving on to this week.. yesterday to be honest.. i went to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!!.. damn i love that show.. damn nice lor.. its a MUST WATCH in my books.. so anyways.. if you noticed my blog should be playing the HSM3 album right now.. if not sorry.. ill try to get it up asap.. its super nice the songs.. went to watch with my bro.. cause my mum needed to work.. oh well..

okay moving on.. anyone heard of the new game releases coming up? i doubt it.. so anyways Gear of War 2 is coming out next friday.. i die die also must get.. no money though.. Tom Clancy's Endwar also coming out soon.. WAH!! so many things i want.. cannot get cause no $$.. oh ya.. time for a game review..

For those who have played Fable.. the game on the original Xbox.. you would be pleased to know that Fable 2 is out already.. its one damn nice game.. similiar game mechanics.. except with a lot more features.. so if you like Fable and own a 360.. Get Fable 2..

Ill try to get some screenshots for the game.. just realized just describing it.. isnt as good as seeing it.. so anways.. i gotta crash.. tomorrow got training and after that shopping for thursday's bbq.. so good night people and see ya soon..

I'm back.. super shagged from training.. very demoralized.. and very down.. so lets start from the top shall we? note the language used here may be different from how i normally type.. thats cause im not in a good mood and my brain is not filtering what im typing down..

Headed down to RP for training this morning.. very lethargic.. tired like shit.. and to top it off.. no transport.. cant really do anything bout that but not so bad i guess.. taking public transport once in a while is good anyways.. Reached SCC.. went to shoot 30 metres.. guess wad.. i destroyed 2 of my frens arrows.. didnt draw properly.. went under the board.. and GG.. 2 arrows cracked.. gonna repay his arrows.. nv gonna use a fren's arrow ever again.. felt like down as hell.. couldnt shoot properly the whole day.. kept trying to correct my form and release.. just couldnt do it right.. im so fucking screwed.. had lunch.. went back to shoot.. slightly better.. got people coach.. so not so bad i guess..

after training.. had some theory lesson in the activity room.. became a weird theory lesson.. got a laugh out of it.. it was hilarious.. headed back to RP to drop off our stuff.. then went for dinner.. now heres the funny part.. we stood at Woodlands MRT for like 25 mins..couldnt decide where to eat.. and i had this full bottle of drink with me.. i drank until it finished before we headed off towards causeway for dinner.. talk about indecisive lol.. so anyway headed to the food court.. i didnt eat.. no money.. and dinner conversation topic was on...... CARTOONS.. oh for crying out loud.. of all topics they had to pick cartoons.. although i must admit it was pretty funny.. after that we went window shopping.. went to a lot of places.. mini bits..mini toons.. action city.. saw a lot of stuff.. made a lot of weird ideas about upcoming competition.. then i headed off cause the seniors still wanted to window shop..

so thats that.. back here dead tired.. typing this post.. and here goes.. the final part of this post.. better complete it before i doze off.. f-ing tired..

I went away.. to do something that i felt i needed to do.. Every time i read about how you wanted me back.. how you needed me in your life.. my heart ached.. and now when im finally done and coming back.. you push me away.. What is this?? You feared i would go off with another.. i didnt.. i still came back to you.. and now you are pushing me away?? i could have left.. i could have found another.. but i did not.. i came back.. ill leave you your space.. give you time to think.. but i dunno how much more of this i can take.. If i didnt want to live with waiting for you.. i wouldnt have even come back.. so don't ask me to find another.. I can be very patient.. but even i have my limits and breaking points.. push me too far and ill snap.. when i do.. you do not want to be there... out of my life time i only snapped once.. only my sworn bros have seen it.. and that was only the tip of the iceberg.. so i will wait.. but don't taunt me.. as much as i can take it.. like i said.. i ahve my limits.. i will snap.. once i do.. i doubt it will ever be the same again..

PS: this final section was written in anger and may not be how i feel.. but there was no exaggeration..

Okay im in class once again.. didnt felt like blogging in BK.. never even turned it on haha.. bored like crap..

Today's lesson was on plagiarism.. copying and crap.. oh well.. just do wad i can.. no mood to do anything actually.. depressed haha.. contradicting i know.. but who cares.. i dun..

anyway.. heres a pic i took when there was a rare moment of light in my class

Nice right? didnt think that there was such a view in my class.. thats the W4 food court by the way.. it was nice and bright for a moment or two.. then they decided to close the blinds again.. sigh.. Plunged from the light of heaven, back into the darkness of the depths of hell.. okay not literally..

Im super bored now.. finished the worksheet.. and now nothing to do.. so im here.. typing a post.. that i have no idea wad im writing about.. nothing's registering in my mind.. just typing whatever comes to mind.. ah well.. listening to songs.. trying to pass time.. but time just passes.. as slowly as it always does..

Okay gotta stop with the lame quotes..and heres another pic to try to divert my thoughts and boredom..

oo scandalous.. taken after saturday training and we were waiting for our seniors.. thats yi jing and jin sheng.. its nothing much.. just caught in a very comprimising position.. point to note jin sheng is already attached and yi jing is planning on being single.. so nothing going on haha..

Okay.. nothing much to blog about already.. so.. until next time.. TTFN

note:text in italics are how i feel.. towards a certain someone..

I'll just be someone you can count on.. Someone you can talk to whenever your down.. I'll be there to listen.. I'll be there for you..Anytime you need me.. I'm leaving.. going back to where i always known i belong.. someones waiting for me.. and im going back to her.. I was a fool to let her go.. And i'm gonna make it up to her.. Good bye.. and.. Good luck..

Ah.. im in class and im bored.. zzzz.. Grando going through extensive maintenance and class today is super boring.. maybe cause i understand le.. stupid symbol crap.. oh well..

Went to mahjong at Hong yi's house on tuesday.. super fun.. although it was a little on the down low.. not as crazy as i expected it to be.. no pictures though.. since its his house, dun want to intrude on his privacy.. haha.. so anyway.. we cabbed to his house then played mahjong until 8 plus.. then we all split up and went home.. man.. fun group of people to be with.. i love my class haha..

okay anyway.. i got the pictures from the sisha session that we had.. and heres a few..

this photo.. taken by our dear sarah.. was so candid lor.. we werent even ready for the shot.. although it came out pretty well though.. well sarah's a great photographer thats why =)

this was taken by a patron at the place.. pretty cool huh? this is all the people who came that day.. gotta do it again someday.. =)

Okay heres a special update.. today our class had a special feature.. one of our teams had a song to sing.. and here it is ^^ the audio's a little soft.. so if you want the original.. ask me over msn or something..


Well anyways.. so far so good.. nothing much to post.. oh wait theres one more thing

I tried this new game.. Tom Clancy's EndWar.. its a console rts(real time strategy) with a big difference.. instead of using the controller and a cursor to move units around.. this time.. you actually SPEAK the commands to your units.. you use the mic and speak orders and your units will actually follow the orders.. IS IT COOL OR WAD!!?? Super fun.. i was hooked ever since i started playing the demo..now just waiting for the game to be released.. muhahaha.. no money to buy though ='(

okay thats it for now.. need to go for dinner.. its to note that i wrote this post on 2 different days.. so yeah..

If i asked you.. will you reject me? I do not want to add to your problems anymore. But waiting and hoping like this is wearing me thin. When will i ever get to hold you in my arms? When will i ever get to call you mine?I know you already have someone else in your heart..and i cant compare to him..But.. I am here hoping..Waiting.. Wondering when will you notice me.. Until then.. I just want to let you know.. I'll always be there for you.. Anytime..

Weee i'm back!! finally!!! Okay.. now first thing's first.
I got my new specs!!!! lets do a comparision

BEFORE!! yes its spoiled.. useless specs haha Now these are the new ones! Nice right?
So officially!! i love my new specs and their Transitions somemore =) so their uber cool man.. Love em..

AH.. okay.. very tired.. today's problem is also crap.. its quite okay though.. talk about Chance.. sounds like everyday cognitive anyway haha..

so anyway.. once again the faci didnt go through the 6P.. wonder whether did we do well is the faci plain lazy.. not my position to say.. dun really care since we ended early.. in the end no diff.. had to wait for Jason's fren before we headed down towards Bugis..Me, jason, derrick(hope its the correct name) Hong yi, zoe,sarah,nadini and lynne.. went to some really isolated alley way to Sisha(correct spelling?? i dunno haha) and wow we spent like a whopping 2-3 hours there.. i think.. felt shorter though.. maybe cause of the sisha( im just using this spelling.. too tired to think the correct one). To be honest.. we spent most of the time playing truth-or-dare then actually puffing.. so the poor sisha was outcasted haha.. ah dun care.. its a non living thing ^^
so after that it was quite late.. then we went to eat.. or rather they went to eat.. i didnt.. didnt have the apettite.. it was quite late.. around 10+ that i actually started the journey home.. and so here i am.. at home.. oh and i forgot to mention.. my mum was really nice.. i told her said ill be home late.. and she bought a drink for me.. just in case i was thirsty.. so thoughtful ^^

there it is.. my Passionfruit Vinegar drink.. its quite sweet actually.. not as sour as vinegar itself.. haha one of my favs ^^ Thanks mum
yes thats my table.. if you look carefully you will see a lot of wires at the back.. thats how many electronic gadgets i have.. ranging from my home PC to my laptop to my ipod so on and so forth haha.. haven had to time to tidy it up.. so quite messy haha..

ah well.. its coming to 12 and i need to crash if not sure cannot wake up.. going to mahjong after school tomorrow muhahaha.. so gonna need all the energy i can get.. so until next time ( dun worry i wont wait until so long) cya peeps.. im off to dreamland.. seriously.. damn tired haha

psst.. i realized i haven been posting on games for quite some time.. not that i stopped playing games.. just nothing much to add unless you want to know the details of my Granado grinding schedule haha..

I still dunno wad to do.. wondering and wondering has kept me awake on some nights.. but i have to keep moving.. and thats wad ill do.. until the time comes and i know wad to do..

Ah... okay.. here i am again.. life sucks.. yeah it really does.. word of warning.. this blog entry may be a little extreme but then again.. WHAT CAN YA DO BOUT IT?? ITS MY BLOG!! MUHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Okay crap, that coffee really does contain too much caffeine..

Okay anyways.. supposed to be able to collect my specs today.. and guess wad? someone at the lens factory screwed up my lenses and now they gotta send it back!!! so once again im here waiting for my specs and theres nothing i can do about it.. damn it sucks.. gotta wait again.. hopefully its done by tomorrow.

okay next.. today's problem.. now.. i must say. about drawing water out of a fish tank.. we have technology.. we have techniques.. but NOOOOOooo we had to be "smart" and use SCIENCE to draw water out.. i mean come oN!! we have pumps and our mouths but we just had to use pressure suction to draw it out.. i mean WHAT THE HELL!! anyways.. manage to completely understand the problem.. WOW.. first time!! and now we got a formula to calculate it.. WOW.. ill just buy a pump thank you =)

Okay.. the most emo part of this post.. but i need to get it out..

To that someone: I know probably there's already someone else in your life.. and im probably invisible and so are my feelings. but i guess theres nothing i can do about it since you belong to someone else already. I also know i probably cannot compare to whoever it is your pining for. but i want to let you know that i like you. i do not know whether you return my feelings but it doesn't matter since your heart belongs to someone else.. if ever you feel the same and want it to be something.. please let me know.. ill be really happy.. until that happens.. ill just be your friend. someone you can count on always..and i wish you the best.. in any relationship.. be it with anyone (hopefully its me).. im sorry.. i dun really have the guts to tell you how i feel in person.. im afraid of you rejecting me and then not talking to me anymore..Happened to me once.. i dun want it to happen again.. so take care.. and i know im probably wishing for the impossible.. but i hope you'll pick me..

yawn.. im in class.. yeah.. got a little bored of BK.. so decided to head to school for a change.. since today got UT anyway.. Borefest sia today.. enterprise UT then enterprise module.. f***ing screwed.. our faci also freaking sucks lor.. oh well... got someone in class mah =P so can tahan one =)

Lifes been okay so far.. finally recovering.. got a lot of changes also.. ive started wearing my specs more often.. if people haven noticed they need to get specs =P also i just made my new specs.. haven arrive yet... cant wait.. whens my optician gonna call??? ><
Archery's still as fun as ever.. finally able to shoot 50 metres.. now gotta get better grouping and perfect my form..

hmm.. dunno.. all a sudden got this sudden urge to start concentrating in class.. i guess that a good thing?? so better ride on this wave before it collaspes and i go back to slacking all over again ^^

oh well.. ill update soon ^^ when i get my new specs.. seriously.. im getting impatient ><
okay Ciao peeps.. TTFN!!

To that someone.. i think you are the one for me.. however.. im afraid of saying out my feelings.. not after what happened to me in RP.. very bad experiences.. i dunno whether you feel the same for me.. Give me a signal =)

Welcome back everone ^^ i know its been quite some time since i blogged.. couldnt really find the time to so here i am =)

Okay first things first.. just finished a 2 day holiday courtesy of Republic Poly and Hari Raya.. so lets run through the events shall we?

30 September: Last day of the month and its a holiday ^^ cool right? Woke up quite early.. didnt know wad to do.. so lazed around at home.. then headed down to CWP to meet my class.. I'm telling you im beginning to like, if not already loving, my class.. For more reasons than i can explain... Anyway we were going to celebrate zoe's b'day so we headed to PARTYWORLD!! dunno why it seems like our usual hangout now.. free only will go there one ^^ it was quite fun.. more people than last time.. so we were like screaming, or rather only jason was screaming, the rest of us were only singing ^^


you should know these 2 by now ^^ thats our birthday girl.. trying to look funny.. i guess she succeeded..
didnt really have many pictures of the ktv.. need to wait for amanda to pass me the rest of em..
So anyway.. Amanda and tyler bought a cake.. and instead of eating it.. they threw it around.. heng i nv get hit.. if not my shirt die liao.. after that kanna scolding haha.. had to clean up the room when we were done.. oh well.. headed to OCC ( Orchid Country Club) to play pool.. and we had to wait for the shuttle bus.. while waiting were just started snapping pictures like theres no tomorrow..

heres TC.. freaking terrorist!!!! SOMEONE CALL THE POLICE!!!! j/k =P


yes.. thats me.. obvious.. DUH!! and yes im wearing my specs.. get used to it.. im gonna wear em quite often now..

Anyways thats it.. back in school posting now.. have to go before faci walks over.. tata people =)